Shitfaced

Went to the dreaded "funeral"...It was refreshing though, when I got there, Martin's sister was there and we know her and her fiance from them coming over for tattoos. Apparently she and Martin's mother both think the marriage is a mistake as well, so I don't feel like a total bitch for not liking the bride to be. Did the whole wedding thing, then had a little time to kill between wedding and boat, so we went to the dancin bare, a strip club in N portland. Met a really nice girl, she was hot too. Puked all over the car on the way home, needless to say Jim wasn't too thrilled ;-) oops. Why is it that I can't go to any events without getting completely pasted? Why can't I just have a few drinks and call it good? That is something I will have to do some soul-searching on, maybe abstain for a while, just to see if I can? Then if I can't, maybe hit some AA meetings like Willie did? We'll see...