Third Entry today...

Lot's going on...We heard from the B.I.C., apparently he's mad about me and some things I said that he took offense to. Jeez, I can't seem to say anything right these days! I don't want to turn into one of those people that never speaks her mind, but I'm afraid I'm running everyone off in Jim's life. He says it's bullshit, the B.I.C. is overly sensitive, and he doesn't think what I said should have set him off like that, and if their friendship is that fragile, then it's not really a friendship at all. Maybe this whole new "sober" me is seeing things in a new light, I don't know. It has really made me think about what's important in my life. Now, certain people I can do without, for sure. But maybe some are worth putting work into? Or is a true friendship one you don't have to work at, that comes effortlessly? I don't know. These past few days have been great, sober, not hungover. I actually have the energy to do things around the house like I haven't had in a long time. Laundry, catboxes, winterized the backyard (furniture and such). Wow, it feels really good to get something done, very satisfying. It's funny how little things like that can make you feel good about yourself. Now time to work on my interpersonal relationships. Trying to patch things up with Willie, life is to short to throw away an 18 year friendship, I think Jim's fight with the B.I.C. sort of enlightened me to that fact. Sure people are going to say things you don't agree with, that's life. Deal with it, and move on...